Friday, February 26, 2010

On the day your Ordination Council convenes


Today's a big day for us and for our church. It's a day for which you have prepared many years now. You will be examined today by professors from our local seminary and several local pastors regarding your doctrinal qualifications for the Gospel ministry.

In God's good providence, I was reminded even just this week how thankful I am to have a husband who spends many hours each week endeavoring to handle the Scripture accurately. I was reading JI Packer on the difference between expiation and propitiation and  was struck again by how important it is to be precise in theology. We admire precision in many other professions, but when it comes to theology, we can tend to think that when someone devotes many years of formal study to it they are just pursuing knowledge for the sake of knowledge or studying heady things that don't have any bearing on real life. I mean what good does being able to dialogue about how the three persons of the Trinity interact with each other when your heart is breaking and the world as you know it seems to be crumbling before you? But precise knowledge of Scripture has everything to do with real life. Orthodoxy is at stake. God's glory is at stake. Even man finding his ultimate joy and purpose is at stake. The faith that was once for all entrusted to the saints must be contended for by men who know it well.

Our church has already been examining your character qualifications for the past years to see that you display the character qualities held forth in Scripture for a minister of the Gospel. Praise the Lord for His grace in your life and preparation for this calling evidenced by their unanimous vote of your qualifications in that regard.

Your academic institutions have recognized your academic achievements by your graduating with honors. First, with your Bachelor of Arts, majoring in Bible and minoring in Greek and then with your Master of Divinity. And I like to remember that I was by your side for both!





And today, even before the professors and pastors have their opportunity to examine you doctrinally, I as the person who knows you best on this earth, want to commend you for the diligence to which you have applied yourself specifically in studying the Bible for Gospel ministry. I remember the first sermon I heard you preach before we were even dating (can you believe that has been over 10 years ago?!). It was from Hebrews about perseverance. My sweet mom looked at me with tears in her eyes when you were done and said, "I would be honored if you would marry someone who is that passionate about God's Word." I too was impressed, but couldn't get over what she said about marriage! I guess the rest is history...she got what she wanted! :) But from that first sermon through the late nights and early mornings of your study of Scripture which have been part of our entire dating and marriage relationship, I know doctrinal precision is important to you. I know that you study semantic ranges of Greek and Hebrew words because you want to be clear and say what the Bible says and nothing more. I know that in preparation for teaching and preaching you struggle through difficult interpretational issues and passages, like in the last sermon you preached from Job, so that our congregation will know that God's ancient, precious Word is still undeniably relevant to us today. And I know that you work hard to study context and the broad scope of Scripture and the implications and applications of a passage because you know that what you are doing is far too important for carelessness or creativity. 

I'm looking forward to the outcome of today and I want to pledge to you my continued help and support in the Gospel ministry. God's Word is too important for me to complain about your long hours of study. Too many people aren't worshiping Jesus for me to think that I need you here for dinner every night. The Gospel needs to be proclaimed regularly, clearly and precisely by competent, qualified men such as yourself. Remind me that squeaky doors, broken air vents, leaking faucets and other home improvements can wait. Someone can fix things when we're gone if we never get to them. But it is a short step from here to eternity and I want to help you spend and be spent for the One who gave His life for us. SDG.

I love you and will always be your most faithful and adoring co-laborer in the Gospel.

Monday, February 22, 2010

pigtails

this little piggy...



















still likes to suck her 2 baby fingers.


this little piggy...















is turning out to be quite a helper.



this little piggy...















has an extreme case of cuteness.


this little piggy...















loves to back her way into you with a book in her hand.


this little piggy...



















is such a good mommy to her babies.


this little piggy...















is still a very lovable, snuggleable, edible, bad bow who is growing up way too fast for her mommy.


Friday, February 19, 2010

numbering our days


200 days happily and thankfully pregnant with schaeffer.



7 days looking eagerly and humbly forward to matt's ordination council.

"and God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work." (2 corinthians 9.8)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

"marriage...

brings out the worst in you."

and other encouraging thots from tim keller in this series.

seriously, one of the best marriage series i've listened to b/c he effectively communicates to people in this

day and age and the mindset we've all been influenced by whether we realize it or not.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

luv is a verb

we made 3 batches of valentine's day cookies this year:

1) valentine's m&m cookie bars


2) peanut butter blossoms (daddy's fave)


had to take a pic of this. notice the orderliness w/ which the kiss wrappers were discarded - separated by color (pink, red and silver all organized in different piles) and even the kiss flags had a special spot too. are you sure this is my daughter?! :)


3) sugar cookies dipped in chocolate w/ sprinkles (stella's and my fave)






finished plate for our neighbors and friends.


our valentine cards this year. heart stamps made by using the sides of our hands in a fist.



we went bowling with our church on saturday. stella's watching her very slow rolling ball here...


so slow rolling that daddy had to walk down the gutters to help give it another push!

too cute.

part of my valentine's day surprise from my sweet - beautiful gerber daisies.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

"we love that daddy of ours!"

that's something stella often says...and he deserves every bit of love his girls give him. he's a great daddy!

stella learning to play wii for a family game night. let's just say she doesn't show promise of being a gamer. :)


these 2 are 2 peas in a pod! always an adventure with this spunky, spirited duo!!



stella and i made him a coconut cream pie for national pie day a few weeks back.


sweet flower girl kissing her daddy. 

we can't even think about the possibility that this picture could be foreshadowing another event with our little girl in white in 20ish years.


what a fun daddy playing with his girls in the snow on his lunch. they loved it. although ruby couldn't stand up to save her life. it was quite comical. 

Tuesday, February 09, 2010

give of thy sons to bear the message glorious

the last 2 posts on al mohler's blog (here and here) are a good reminder for me of how important it is to raise boys to be men. it is  humbling as we look forward to schaeffer's arrival that the helpless little baby we hope to hold in our arms will one day be called upon, Lord willing, to lead in his church (or lead a church) and lead his family b/c that's what God intended men to do - lead. as dr. mohler alludes to in his articles, the fact that men aren't signing up or showing up for college isn't nearly as detrimental as some of the other things for which they won't be "signing up" or responsibilities for which they won't be "showing up."

romans 10.14 comes to mind:
"how then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how are they to believe in him of whom they have never heard? and how are they to hear without someone preaching?" 

who's going to do the preaching??????

Saturday, February 06, 2010

groovy guitars

we love guitars (me acoustic, matt all).
i'm named after slowhand himself.
happy nursery, schaeffer.

Thursday, February 04, 2010

one reason we're striving to teach our girls good theology

wimpy theology = wimpy women

listen here.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

from the jungle

today stella and i were sitting on the couch talking and twirling each others hair. she looked at my hair and said, "i love your hair, mommy. it's black underneath and golden on top...kind of like an african animal."

wash me and i will be whiter than snow

stella looking at our God-given object lesson in january as we memorized psalm 51:1-7 and learned "Jesus paid it all."

Saturday, January 30, 2010

new post and new purpose

our blog was hacked a long while back and quite frankly we haven't had time to restore the settings, etc. i suppose as part of my "nesting" i finally have taken the time to fix it. i've gone back and forth about discontinuing it, but after evaluating the purpose of it, i have decided to continue but w/ a new vision for it. before, the blog was mainly for out-of-town family and friends to keep up w/ the kids as they grow and our general goings on as a family.


i've decided the blog can still serve our family out of town, but can serve a greater purpose in the future for our children. this past summer i read "what is a family?" by edith schaeffer.  in keeping w/ her artsy descriptiveness, she defines the family in terms i love:
"The family: It is an ever-changing mobile of life… a center for the formation of human relationships… a perpetual relayer of truth… a museum of memories… all of these and much more."

i wanted to use her idea of the family being a perpetual relayer of truth and a museum of memories as the new purpose of our blog. i am not the greatest record keeper but this is a way i can leave some memories for our children...memories of their growth and development and most of all, memories of God's abundant grace in giving our family so much better than we deserve through each day, each week, each month and each year.

so as i relaunch our blog with our kids in mind, i want to post psalm 16 as a reminder of God's goodness to us these past 7 1/2 years when matt and i first covenanted together to establish our home for God's glory. 

16:1 Preserve me, O God, for in you I take refuge.
I say to the Lord, “You are my Lord;
I have no good apart from you.”
As for the saints in the land, they are the excellent ones,
in whom is all my delight. [2]
The sorrows of those who run after [3] another god shall multiply;
their drink offerings of blood I will not pour out
or take their names on my lips.
The Lord is my chosen portion and my cup;
you hold my lot.
The lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;
indeed, I have a beautiful inheritance.
I bless the Lord who gives me counsel;
in the night also my heart instructs me. [4]
I have set the Lord always before me;
because he is at my right hand, I shall not be shaken.
Therefore my heart is glad, and my whole being [5] rejoices;
my flesh also dwells secure.
10 For you will not abandon my soul to Sheol,
or let your holy one see corruption. [6]
11 You make known to me the path of life;
in your presence there is fullness of joy;
at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.




Friday, October 23, 2009

on your 30th birthday


looking back - all you have known is grace. 

looking ahead - your future in Christ is sure. 

praising God for giving you Jesus and what that has meant for you the past 30 years and means for you still in the years yet to come! 

happy birthday!!!

i love you so much! 



Monday, September 28, 2009

spooning






ruby is learning to use a spoon - with her oatmeal at least. and stelly is attempting to feed her her yogurt. needless to say, ruby needed bathed by the time stella was done. :) it's the thought that counts.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

so sweet - for four years and counting






nothing could prepare us for the way our lives changed 4 years ago today when we first laid eyes on you. you were beautiful. and from the beginning you were as sweet as could be. i would say sweet to the core, but that doesn't match up with our theology. still, on that side of depravity, you're pretty much as sweet as they come.
we're entering a new phase with you. your maturing is obvious. the thoughts you're thinking, the words you're using, the observations you're making and the way you're assimilating truth tell us so much. it's hard to see our little girl growing but exciting to embrace all at the same time. you're so eager to learn. we love all the teaching opportunities we get with you in both the unique and common circumstances of life. they are opportunities to teach you about the gospel and a christian worldview. because as sweet as you are, it's still not sweet enough.
so we'll continue to point you to the One who is all that you need - and we need. And while we do it, we'll thank Him for each day that we have with you, our sweet girl. happy 4th birthday, stella grace!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

For Mom


to hold you over until you can get your email!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Remembering and Giving Thanks on Ruby's First Birthday








"You have heard of the steadfastness of Job, and you have seen the purpose of the Lord, how the Lord is compassionate and merciful." - James 5:11

This verse will forever be connected in my mind with our precious Ruby Jean. I do not know how many times I quoted it over the few years of losses and longing that led up to her arrival. I needed to remind myself of Gospel truths and the character of God as my faith was shaken and trust in Him was so weak. But God evidenced His mercifulness and compassion even in His patience with me. I took comfort in the purposes God had for Job, and knew that if God helped Job remain steadfast through all his unbelievable testing, He certainly would help me too by His grace.

It is our nature to be unthankful and forgetful. It's yet another evidence of our pride and self-centeredness instead of God-centeredness, I suppose. I have thought of the 10 lepers who Jesus mercifully healed as I thought about what this day a year ago meant to our family. Here's an excerpt from Luke 17:

11 On the way to Jerusalem he was passing along between Samaria and Galilee. 12 And as he entered a village, he was met by ten lepers, who stood at a distance 13 and lifted up their voices, saying, “Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.” 14 When he saw them he said to them, “Go and show yourselves to the priests.” And as they went they were cleansed. 15 Then one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, praising God with a loud voice;16 and he fell on his face at Jesus' feet, giving him thanks. Now he was a Samaritan. 17 Then Jesus answered, “Were not ten cleansed? Where are the nine? 18 Was no one found to return and give praise to God except this foreigner?”19 And he said to him, “Rise and go your way; your faith has made you well.”

In an effort not to waste the circumstances God sovereignly brings into our lives, today we turn back and praise God with a loud voice and fall on our faces and give thanks to Him! He was good in the taking and the giving. And although many dear friends and family have been called upon to endure harder and longer trials in this regard, this was one of the struggles God has given us stewardship of, and we glory in Him as we remember today His compassion and mercifulness to us through it. Thank you, Lord!

Happy birthday to our precious Ruby! We love you and pray that someday you will know and understand firsthand how great God is!

Stella on Proverbs 31 and knuckles

A few weeks ago at the grocery store Stella said,

"Mommy, why do we have to get food for our household?"

Mommy: "Because that's one way God has given us to take care of our family."

Stella: "So, do we have to get portions for our maidens?"


Yesterday Stella was talking about her knees. She looked at her hands and said,

"My fingers have knees too."

Monday, June 15, 2009

one of our wedding hymns from 7 years ago today


Woke up today praising the Lord again for giving me Matthew.

My step-dad sang this hymn at our wedding. It was our testimony then, and by God's grace, still is today. And, Lord willing, will be until death parts us. We DO hope to die shouting, "The Lord will provide!"

The Lord Will Provide

Though troubles assail,
And dangers affright;
Though friends should all fail,
And foes all unite,
Yet one thing secures us,
Whatever betide:
The Scripture assures us,
“The Lord will provide.”

The birds, without barn
Or storehouse, are fed;
From them let us learn
To trust for our bread;
His saints what is fitting
Shall ne’er be denied,
So long as ’tis written,
“The Lord will provide.”

His call we obey,
Like Abram of old,
Not knowing our way,
But faith makes us bold;
For though we are strangers,
We have a good Guide;
And trust in all dangers:
“The Lord will provide.”

When Satan appears
To stop up our path,
And fills us with fears,
We triumph by faith;
He cannot take from us,
Though oft he has tried,
The heart-cheering promise,
“The Lord will provide.”

He tells us we’re weak,
Our hope is in vain;
The good that we seek
We ne’er shall obtain;
But when such suggestions
Our faith thus have tried,
This answers all questions,
“The Lord will provide.”

No strength of our own,
Nor goodness we claim;
Our trust is all thrown
On Jesus’ dear name.
In this our strong tower
For safety we hide;
The Lord is our power,
“The Lord will provide.”

When life sinks apace,
And death is in view,
The word of His grace
Shall comfort us through;
Not fearing or doubting,
With Christ on our side,
We hope to die shouting,
“The Lord will provide.”

-John Newton, lyrics

You can listen to a recording by Matthew Smith, from his CD All I Owe by clicking here.

Saturday, June 06, 2009

More Deep I'll Drink Above

"Every day we may see some new thing in Christ. His love hath neither brim nor bottom." -Samuel Rutherford